I am in a time warp - my daily has rhythm slowed to a gentle routine of getting up, playing house and mom and going to bed again occasionally interspersed with lunch out, a mini shopping trip for food or a reflexology session, yet weeks have flown by and today I complete Chemo cycle five. Today my head is chemical mush - words flit in and out and I can’t think, can’t remember the things I have to do and can’t get excited about anything. Tomorrow I will feel better. By Saturday I will be me again. The nausea is strong and constant.

I am not sure how I have filled the past few weeks but time has flown and we have juggled family and a week away in the Cotswolds with half the grandparents and getting Chi ready for big school and just the day to day of a simple life in London without formal work. The days are almost endless in their quietness.

The garden blooms with high summer flowers and most days it is warm enough to sit outside. 

Comments

[Bev]

Lia I think about you almost every day and hope that you are still going well. You are so positive, you put us all to shame!!! Take care and know that you are always in my thoughts.

[hobnobjunkydrugmonkey]

I am sending you a big hug, just relax, you deserve it and keep going strong! You'd better be wearing suncream L, otherwise when i return i shall be spraying you with factor 50!! xoxox